Megan I’m soo sorry! What happened was not your fault. Living in a multi family home with a beloved pet is everyone’s responsibility to be responsible when they are at home so please don’t blame yourself. You tried to get her to a ER Vet and I can’t think of a reason they wouldn’t see her but you had no choice but to wait until morning. For maggots to be visual I wonder if she gotten out days before you saw them. I’m so glad the Vet did what he could to give her a fighting chance. Once septicemia happens it’s very hard to recover.
Megan I know she knows you love her. You are her Mommy and she’s your lil angel who will ever be close to you with her sweet little Stella spirit. Her last memory of you in life here was of you lovingly caring for her and comforting her. I’m sorry this hurts so much I understand how your heart feels shattered and the memories of finding her in the bathroom up to the call from the Vet are the most pain you’ve endured. You are surrounded by understanding people here who will share in your pain and not let you feel so alone,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever