I understand completely, our babies loved us unconditionally, and brought us so much love and joy. There isn’t an inch in my home that doesn’t have a memory of my little Hunter attached to it. I miss him lying on the paper that I’m trying to read, or hear him purr when giving him hugs and kisses, or to see the joy and excitement in his eyes when we played with his favorite toy. Yea I too have a gaping hole where my heart once was. It doesn’t seem to be getting easier for me, I just miss my Hunter. Thank you for sharing Wileys story with us, and letting me weep with you. Wishing you peace and keeping you in my prayers. I also wanted to thank you for your compassionate replies to my post; they mean so much to me.