Thank you so much for your kind words. I am sure you know how hard this is and how your heart is breaking missing your baby. I have been up all night crying and missing him. I have to get up and get ready for work but just is so hard not taking him outside and holding him before I start work. He was loving this coronavirus with me staying home all day everyday. So I am happy I was able to spend the last month with him everyday.
I am happy he is no longer suffering and that now he is having a pain free life. I would love for his soul to come check on me or just visit at night. I just miss him not being with me. I miss him more at night but with still being in the house all day and night has been hard because he was always in my lap. Was like a part of my body was taken.
i keep saying this too shall pass but it is so hard. Thank you so much for your response.
I am so sorry for your loss and hope your heart heals soon.