I’m so sorry for your loss of your dog. I lost my kitty suddenly; I took her to the vet because she wasn’t breathing well and they discovered she had cancer. 2 days later I lost her. Not as sudden as what you’ve gone through but still devastating beyond belief. It happened so fast and she acted so normal, it was hard to believe she was so sick. There’s really no way to prepare for something like this. You grieve, you cry and you feel so guilty wondering if you did something different she wouldn’t have died. But somehow you get through it but it takes time. You adjust to a life without your baby that you never wanted. But you never forget her, not ever.
My deepest condolences on your loss. May your broken heart heal in time. I think it’s so hard because they’re like babies who never grow up. Precious, sweet, adorable babies that steal our hearts forever. ❤️