I am so very sorry for the loss of your sweet baby Princess Bebe.
She is so beautiful and precious!!
Love is not measured in length of days but by the depth of Love.
Grief is awful and there is nothing else like this pain.
I am divorced - when I was married I buried my son- at that time I became a Certified Grief Counselor- I used the same graveside service for my Bear as I did for my son.
Please know that when we lose someone we love we don't stop loving them -
LOVE NEVER DIES.
The soul bound connection that is between our babies and ourselves is forever.
Nothing - not death- tears -grief - or sadness will ever break the ties between us for those ties are made of LOVE so strong that NOTHING will ever sever those connections.
LOVE NEVER DIES.
When we grieve for those we love it is because we do not quite know how to live without them. We breathe because we have no choice but the living part takes a huge amount of learning and time.
Grief is not something we get over but something that we learn -slowly- over time- to incorporate into our lives until it becomes a part of us like our bones and our breath.
Please know that we all understand here and we are all here for you.
We are all in this together and all walking the same roller coaster path of grief together -
some a bit ahead of you, some by your side, and some will come behind for you to help along.
You Are In My Thoughts.
Please do not get another puppy from the same breeder or place (you can even report them as it is not legal to do what they did- it is neglect to not get proper puppy care) - puppies MUST see a vet every 2 weeks from the time they are 3 weeks old to make sure that they have all of the proper vet care and shots on schedule. This prevents parvo entirely. Your breeder friend is not taking proper care of her dogs. I am so terribly sorry that you and your family had to go though this.
We are ALL here for you.