I lost my sweet baby yesterday. She had been sick for about a month, and was almost 14 years old. I adopted her with two other boy kitties that have since passed as well. Each one seems to get harder and harder.
I hate to say that I had a favorite pet, but Katie was my favorite. We had a special bond I didn't have with any of my others, though I loved them deeply. I feel like a part of me has died and I don't know what to do. Some moments I'm ok, and others I can't stop crying.
I feel so empty and alone without her, even though I have people around me. She was so perfect, so innocent and she depended on me. I wish I could have talked to her. I'm so scared I will never see her again.
I don't know what to do.