I'm so sorry for your loss of Stryder Barrett. What a beautiful boy. It's so hard to see them not feeling well, having to experience health issues that we can't control. No matter what their age or how long we have them in our lives, it's always so painful to see our soul mates suffering. I'm glad you found this forum. There are so many wonderful, caring people here, and reading some of the stories of those who have been through or are going through the same unfortunate losses helps you know you're not alone. Everybody here understands. Please come back often for as long as you need.
Stryder will always be with you, and in time you will feel him all around you and in your heart. Knowing they're happy, healthy and pain free, playing with all of their friends while still taking time to be with us whenever they can, becomes a great comfort as you begin to heal. Someday, you will hold him again forever. Wishing you much peace and healing in the coming days and weeks.
Love you infinitely our little Molly. Forever and ever XOXO