I am so sorry. I cannot imagine the shock and confusion you're going through right now.
On top of everything you're going to be feeling, please try to not let guilt be at the forefront. If your vet gives your love a clean bill of health, there's not much else you can do besides believe it to be true. I wish you weren't going through this heartache right now.
I am happy to hear that you shared so many years together. I know it doesn't change the pain but every moment is so important when it comes to this one.
I just wanted to reach out, extend my heartache for you and let you know, just as so many have and will said, you are not alone. Not at all. My heart still aches and every day is hard and it's been well over a month since my sweet baby boy was hit by a car. It feels impossible. Please just take one day...one moment at a time. We're all here for you in those moments of weakness. Thinking of you and sending love, Angelena
April 1st, 2011 - June 7th, 2014 Rest in peace my sweet baby boy, I can't wait to see you again.