I’m so sorry for your loss. I know how you feel. I lost my baby, Coco, two weeks ago and, I can tell you that I have never felt so much pain in m life. I miss her every moment of my day. I’m able to function now, but I have lost my appetite and the desire to do anything. I hope that you have friends and/or family support. That has been instrumental for me and this forum has helped me express some of the grief that I feel.