I never had written in a form here or anywhere before about something so personal..but It's time as I've lost my child (a teacup chihuahua) just last night.. it was so sudden too.
I had him for 13yrs, most of my life (i'm 18) but he was 16yrs old
He was my first baby, I raised him and did everything with him, he slept with me ate with me, went on vacation with me he went to stores even with me.
He was more than a pet, he was also a therapy dog, he was/is my child.
I feel I can't do anything now, i can't even go into my own room, its hard to eat, I can't close my eyes without seeing his face.. actually I haven't slept since.. the hysteria crying died down but I'm still so lost and devistated...I've lost a lot of people and pets...but he..he was my baby..is my baby..and I know he's with God now but I miss him so much, usually I'd know how to cope or calm myself but .. he was always my coping. He always calmed me he was my world, my universe, everything..
I don't know anything anymore..my baby..
For what happens to the children of man and what happens to the beasts is the same; as one dies, so dies the other. They all have the same breath, and man has no advantage over the beasts, for all is vanity. All go to one place. All are from the dust, and to dust all return.