appumylove
Appu..i dont know how old is he or what breed he belong to...he was a little puppy..i lost him yesterday night..He was my xmas gift..i brought him home from the streets..someone put him in a plactic carrier bag and left him in the waste bin..from that day he was with me..he never stayed away from me..he escorted me everywhere.i left home and is in another city for my studies...and i dreamed about him yesterday night and the first thought in todays morning was my little appu's face..and after some time my mom called me to say he died ...he accidently jumped into the well...i feel terrible...i feel guilty...i was planning to go home this weekend just to see him..why did god give me him if he already planned this cruelty...i wish i never brought him home..He would have been alive still...i want him back....i wish to see his face oncemore..i want to feed him with my hands...i just want to see him running to me when i call his name..i no longer want to go home..i know its not even a month...but he was my first dog...i didn't even get a chance to see him for one last time..I still cant forget that scared little face who searched for mercy on that xmas day.
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camunki
a beautiful picture of your Appu and yes a puppy........I am so sorry for the loss of your baby.......he is now at the rainbow bridge........I don't even have words to say, to start off i can't beleive someone left him on the streets in a plastic carrier.......I am glad you rescued this lil guy though, you did give him love, love he probably never knew of, you have to remember that.  

Please know you did all that you could to love your lil' Appu and sometimes in life, things happen that are out of our control...so please don't feel guilty, you are now grieving...and the road to grieving is a long process. Please remember the love you gave to this lil' guy and know that you will see him again!!!!

my condolences..............Cam

Cam


 
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appumylove
Thankyou Cam for the support..I feel lucky to find this forum.
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Burl_B
Prayers for your loss.  He is so lucky to have found someone who would love him like you.  I still miss my Katy Lou something awful at times.  Just know that you are not alone in your sorrow and grief.  You will see him again at the Rainbow Bridge.
Katy Lou, you will forever be in my heart.  Until we meet again.  Daddy loves and misses you so much.  You are daddys daughter.
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