im so sorry. I'm crying as i write this and my heart breaks for you. im so thankful you were with a caring vet, I'm so thankful you were able to say goodbye. i miss my sweet boy Monkey so much and thinking of what you're going through hurts my heart deeply. I hope you'll find my story and read it if you have time. Every day is so hard and some days harder still. I just want you to know you're not alone. Ever. ever. ever. My heart breaks for you and my soul is sending as much love to you as I can muster. i miss my boy so much. and I've had weeks and weeks to grieve and try and comprehend it all and i still can't. i still can't believe he's really gone. i imagine it will take you time too to accept it, I'm still trying. i just want you to know that all the while you're trying to accept it and deal with it, we're all here for you. my heart is so broken. for you. for my monkey. for everyone here. sometimes its so hard to come on here and read about what others are going through. but i just have to to make sure you know you're not alone. I'm just so sad still. and I'm sorry that you're feeling this...so fresh, so brand new. it hurts. so much. and i'm so sorry you have to feel this kind of pain too. i know with time it will be different. i don't know how long ill be on this journey of grief but i don't see any end in sight anytime soon. I'm so lucky i found this community. without it, id be even more lost. without these people, id hurt even more than i already do. i truly am sorry for what you're going through. i'm sorry you look around your home and see your baby but your baby's not there. its the worst. just wanted to send my love and just be sure you had replies to come back to. sincerely, angelena
April 1st, 2011 - June 7th, 2014 Rest in peace my sweet baby boy, I can't wait to see you again.