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Tankie12
Silvia as always thank you.
Your village must be alive with colors and a blanket of green. Max’s treasured pears await him and ponds of magic mud to slop in! The puppy in him lives forever.
I hope you’re doing well and that you’re ground discoveries are still keeping you full of awe,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever
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Tankie12
Diana! Stunning capture of the moon, you are good!,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever
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Brownie74
Oh Lynn how beautiful that letter is! It put a frown and smile on my face.. When we feel so lost we cannot go on, but we do , somehow! All the signs we see and we still hold anger inside! Cuz it's easier I assume. But it's not good! We must move past it! Seeing your letter to Tankie, as I just came back from The store. I was talking to my Brownie as I was telling him, that I'm going to let the anger go ,for real this time honey! I've seen countless signs, signs no one wou kns believe if I told them. And, I sit and wonder, why does the anger still here. I just want it gone! I know how you feel, but I'm sure the day will come when all we feel is love, and no anger. Just our babies pure love. We have too fight for it . I hope you have better days ahead Lynn.
I saw a comet last week, if shot right past my head, no kidding. I thought I was crazy. It came over my roof top, about 50 feet above the roof top, shot past me and it went out in a green blast across the street. I could not believe my eyes, so I went on the meteors site and wrote my viewing, so happens 5 people saw the same one. It was an event on the site, I was not crazy, lol.. I had to have been the last, bcuz of how low it was and the green blast when it dies out. 20 feet above my neighbors roof top. Utterly amazing! I told my ex the next day and he saw it too. It flew past him to me, and that was it. Anyhow, so it was a sign, but when we see them we refuse to take it as a sign. Not anymore i want no more anger, as I move forward , holding close to my Boys heart. As will you, Lynn. Cherish the signs. Tankies here with you. A as
Brownie is with me. We must believe, like you told me. Hugs Jess N Brownie
My boy, Brownie
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Millie18
Oh, my goodness. Your letter, Lynn, brought me to tears.

I understand that anger. I have had the most trouble with it myself. It has since subsided because I just don't have the strength to keep it up. It melted into sadness, acceptance, and forgiveness towards her and myself. I was angry at the world, but it was eating me up inside, so I have tried to enjoy life's simplicities again, very slowly, just the way Millie loved all of the little things. Her bed is still in the living room and her shrine is set up. She will always remain a part of this house, a part of my home.

Tankie will always be a part of your home, in the physical sense, but more importantly, she always lives in your heart. I know, I know, it sounds so cliche and you've heard it a million times, but we have no choice in the matter. Our brains have to make some sense of it all, so we have to carry their spirits with us or we would just wither away.

It's just very hard. 20 moons are a long time to be without that little baby pup to bottle feed.

I looked up moonflower because I too was curious. Well, it turns out that it's a morning glory, a white-flowered version, but there is also more of an exotic looking one that just looks absolutely incredible - purple and white - I'm thinking since purple is a color used for royalty it might suit Tankie's personalilty 😊.

Here's a link to buy the seeds: https://www.etsy.com/listing/683748158/20-rare-moonflower-seeds-gorgeous-night?gpla=1&gao=1&&utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=shopping_us_-other-craft_supplies_and_tools&utm_custom1=231c480b-0223-4738-b1be-52455ffb478e&utm_content=go_208914155_16902162995_69016908395_pla-336041413562_c__683748158&gclid=Cj0KCQjwy97qBRDoARIsAITONTJbQJuzBMALIwUaieWSzVS-oFfX7MmcHOP3wMPjoaiQG7jjr6f-2PYaAj6UEALw_wcB

Sending moonflowers reaching towards a starlit sky.


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Diana

Mom to Millie, Roman, Snoopy & step sister to O'Boy
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Sil
Lynn,

Yes, we have the Sol=Sun   and the Luna=Moon. 

And, I believe we even have the correct gender.  As, we refer to the Sun=Sol as him - a boy.  And, the Moon=Luna as her - a girl!!!.  So, you see, the two of them
will always be there..... through eternity.... just as strong as our love for them, and their love for us.  As I'm writing this, my eyes are filled with tears, and by now, I know that this is normal.   I know, that you do understand me.... so many memories.

But, anyways, "princess" Lea is such a sweet girl.  With a huge appetite and love for books, newspapers, magazines.... we need to put any type of paper out of her reach.
And, How did you know about "queen" Maya?  because, Maya can "act as a queen" sometimes.  I'm just their loyal and grateful "servant".  We three send you many, many hugs.  

**Our minds and hearts are aching, so things are sort of blurry or out of focus.**  
 

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Bailey15
Hi Lynn,
Just popping by to check in and I read your beautiful letter to Tankie. I could feel the emotion and the love for her shining through. 20 moons since you have seen your precious girl! It must feel like such a long time. I know that your heart aches for her.
It seems that Tankie has been busy sending heart shapes your way! She wants her beloved mom to know that she will always be around and she will meet you again when the time comes. I really believe that we will see them again. It’s the only way I was able to let Bailey go on that awful night.
Sending you hearts to let you know that I am thinking of you and your beautiful Tankie!!
❤️💚💛💜🧡❤️
Hugs, MJ
I hope you like the attached pic! It reminded me of your gentle giant. 🤗
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Tankie12
Thanks MJ, you always *pop* by at the perfect time. I appreciate your words of wisdom and I promise I’ll try to make them work for me. I know Bailey is soo very special and in your heart always.
It’s funny, I do look at the clouds hoping to see something that looks remotely like my baby and you send this❣️ It’s perfect, thank you so much! Give Charlie a kiss from me,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever
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MyBella
Hi Lynn,
 
I see they are calling tomorrow night's full moon a "micro moon", that made me laugh and smile, as there is nothing "micro" or small about your beautiful gentle giant Tankie, but then I got to thinking.....with tomorrow being Friday the 13th, most people consider that day and especially the number 13 unlucky, but not me, you see, the 13th is little girl's birthdate,(July 13th), and as you know, I was extremely lucky to have her come into my life. 
So where does that leave us with this "micro moon"???....well the way I see it, I think maybe Tankie and little girl are letting us know that they maybe have a paw in this amazing celestial event, after all who but our sweet girls could make something so big like the moon end up with a little nickname.....what do you think???...are you with me on this??? 
 
I hope tomorrow's moon brings a sense of calmness, peace and healing to your heart, always remember, even if some nights you are unable to see the moon, it is always there, just like your Tankie, never doubt she is with you each and every day, may your wonderful heart always feel the warmth of Tankie's love.
Give Browns and Sport big belly rubs for me.
 
Your friend always, Don
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Bailey15
Hi Lynn,
I’m so glad you liked the picture! When I saw it I thought of your beautiful Tankie. 💖
Thank you for your kind words about Bailey and I’ll be happy to deliver your kiss to Charlie!
I hope you are doing okay Lynn. Sending hugs to you ~ Browns and Sport too!
MJ 🤗
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Brownie74
Hi Lynn, thanks for your kind words. Im healing, scary thing to go through for sure. Makes you look at life differently fir sure! Its been hard to come here lately. I guess because ive been weak, and fighting back the pain in tears from Brownie would have not helped me get stronger. Im getting there, lifting myself back up, and never stopped thinking about my Handsom little Guy! I miss him so much, im sure you are missing Tankie at this moment as well. I hope she is surrounded you with live this Christmas. Of course this year feels the same last, wishing he was here. I know they are looking down on , and i must kniw and Believe that!
Merry Christmas Jessica and Brownie
My boy, Brownie
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Sil
Lynn - Tankie's mom,

Just stopping by to "leave" you fresh hugs, and to see how are you doing?  Since, I know, the holidays or just regular days are hard without our fur babies.  Many hugs
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Purzel
Dearest Lynn,

Thank you so much for your visit on Max's thread for his second angelversary, the date that was also the second angelversary of your sweet Tankie. I did not forget your special date and did eat an extra piece of sausage in Tankie's honor on that day. One piece for Max, one piece for Tankie, one special piece for Max and another special piece for Tankie, one very special piece for .......

So here I am, a month late to visit your thread and honor your beloved Tankie's second angelversary. You are always on my mind as soon as I look up into the sky to watch the moon and I can report that the moon has been extremely beautiful on some days during this winter.

I send many hugs and my best wishes to you for a bright and beautiful 2020

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Silvia (with Max forever in my heart)

[hundi]


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catiebee
Lynn, 
I'm so sorry! I've completely lost the plot where posting in the forum and corresponding with people is concerned. It's been a hard-hitting few months. But I want to remind you of what a treasure you are, a simply lovely person and I've appreciated connecting with you over the months. I'm sorry I missed Tankie's anniversary, now weeks ago, and being in touch as I would have wanted to. I dearly hope that 2020 is treating you gently and that there are notably good things happening in  your life. Thinking of you, Tankie, Browns and Sport and wishing you the best, as always. And you never fail to come to mind when I see a big moon in our sky.  Big and plentiful hugs to you!
Catie
-Missing Marissa deeply
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Millie18
Hi Lynn,

Stopping by after going to my page which is a rarity these days. Another moon has appeared in the night sky.

Sending you a picture of a dawn before the dark and the moon.

Sending you, Tankie, Sport and especially Browns positive thoughts. 

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Diana

Mom to Millie, Roman, Snoopy & step sister to O'Boy
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MyBella
Hi Lynn,

I hope this finds you, your family and loved ones doing well and safe during these scary times.
I wanted to let you know how your beautiful Tankie was my guide that last full moon, (sorry I haven't written earlier, crazy and hectic times right now), the moon was so beautiful, so full and lit the night so brightly while I was out driving, with all that is going on and the roads so empty, I was comforted to have your Tankie along with me for the ride. The amazing thing to me was when I started talking to Tankie, I was asking her if little girl was with her, and no sooner had I said that when a streak went across the sky just below the moon, I couldn't have smiled more than I did at that moment, sure it was probably a shooting star, but to me, that was little girl running like the wind, showing off and leaving a little dust (stardust??) behind while hanging out with your gentle giant. What do you think?? Am I being too hopeful?? I honestly don't think so, I believe we see these things at just the right moment, that maybe some of these things are done when we are in that right spot at the right time....a little sign from our sweet Angels......

Hope Browns is doing well, be sure to give Browns and Sports big belly rubs for me, and always my most positive thoughts to you, may your wonderful heart always know and feel the pure loving light that is your beautiful Tankie.

Your friend always, Don
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