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MAlcindor

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Oh Lynn, I can barely see through my tears. Thinking of you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️
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Lynn, I'm so sorry you are having one of those day's that seems like it never ends! I saw Tankie's Hibiscus and it looks beautiful as her! I thank you for your big heart and kind words, while you are also going through your emotions. You really sound like a you have a huge heart and loved Her with all of you soul, and she so loved you Lynn! You truly did all you could, and I know it seems like a waste, surrounding the circumstances,  but it wasn't! It is never a waste of time, all the care, effort  and love you  gave and still give to Tankie, and all your babies. It comes from deep within your heart!  Your feeling's and thought's about the Moon, were breathtaking and caring! And I hope you truly do find Solace and comet in it!   It is weird how the little things can turn our heart's in another direction for the better... All the thing's we ponder on is a part of the "Grief cycle"!  Not what we did or didn't do! its part of the journey I guess, letting go is so hard, I don't want too! So I know how you feel there! And I thank you for pulling me out of my rut, because indeed you did! You reminded me through all  of my sadness this past month, which seems so intense at times. I even missed last weeks Monday night candle ceremony, on purpose, In the hopes of letting go a little, but that's not what my heart wants me to do!  It's was what other people were telling me I should  do. So thank you for everything, you truly saved me this year already! I am going  to plant that Pineapple Plant, for my Boy!  That is what I should be doing instead of isolating ….  Remembering him and memorializing him. Stay strong and loving, and remember your Tankie is walking with you as you take every step. She knows all the love, care and time you put into her. She is and always will be your loving Tankie…  I hope Brown and sport are keeping you warm and busy! Hugs and prayers Jessica and Brownie
  

I will let you know and send photo's when Brownie's Pineapple  plant is in the ground, and it's growing stages.  love too see updates of Tankie's too! Thank you again so much, Jessica




































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Jessica you’re so sweet❣️ I can’t wait to see that pineapple! You should have no problem growing it down here, I have three outside in pots. But my neighbor has hers inground so whatever works for you😊
Like we touched on, processing our loss is personal and different for everyone. We follow our hearts and grieve accordingly. I don’t have a time limit and I’m sure I’ll never stop missing Tankie as I’m sure your sweet Brownie will be missed forever. But I feel her, not always but at times I feel her soo strong I have no doubt she’s with me. Those are the things I hold closely, a bond that will live on even if physically she couldn’t. Your love for Brownie is special and unique and I hope you always hold that love tightly in your heart. You’re a wonderful loving woman Jessica and you’ve given support to so many others. I know it’s hard for you being without Brownie but we draw from the purest source when we’re moved to reach out, the unconditional love in our beloved babies, big hugs,,,,,

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Dear Lynn,

I hope the new year has started well for you. I came here to thank you so much for your wonderful post on my thread. I loved the words. As for myself I feel more inner peace -maybe because the 3rd is over- I try to hold on to the wonderful memories and just like you, I do have the strong feeling that Max is always with me somehow.

Many hugs and good wishes

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Lynn, you're so beautiful, your words so heartfelt. You have a lovely way about you. All you wrote about the moon phases, your grief, the camaraderie and connections here, it's so meaningful and is colored by how authentic you are when you write. I'm so grateful you're here, part of this little tribe where our hearts touch and we help each other gain strength in our journeys. 

 I love what you wrote to, I think it was Silvia, about continuing to hold her hand. I wish we were gathering for a different reason but I'm thankful our hearts can weave in and out of each other's worlds. 

Sending you warmest greetings and many hugs. And praying for your emotional load to lighten, friend. 



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Lynn - Tankie's mom,

Thank you for your comforting words.  Even when your own heart has been breaking.... you still manage to give words filled with so much comfort, wisdom and empathy.

Sending big hugs. 

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