Hi Sweet Evelyn!
So much has happened these last few weeks! The universe dropped an angel in my lap yesterday, at 11pm! I had just been looking on Pet Finder, saw this guy, and I had to write to the rescue lady who posted him. He is about a year old, and had been dumped outside TWICE, and he's another Maine Coon, just like my Moe! All he wants to do is purr and kiss, and in the last 24 hours, he has made my heart happy again, even while I still miss my sweet Cuddie Buddy. In a way, I know she is here because i asked her to send exactly this guy.
I SO hope you'll consider getting another chihuahua. There are so many rescues available that you could give all of your love to and then some, and they would still need more, and have more to give in return.
Email me privately--you can get my email from here, and stay in touch. I am happy to be there for you and to continue helping you through this as you get to a better place as well.
PLEASE allow yourself to find your smile again