I lost my sweetie boo bear (cat) yesterday and it feels like my heart is ripping out of my chest. for 12 years he has been by my side through my grandmothers suicide and my divorce and everything else that has happened. I knew when I got home after work he would be wating for me at the door. Now I know I won't see that anymore and it kills me. I want my baby back. I knew I never wanted children so i got boo. What do I do now?