I am so sorry for your loss of Fancy. What a beautiful dog she was and a perfect name for her.Our furbabies are so innocent and love so unconditionally that is why losing them is so hard. Letting go of my baby boy, Cody, was the most painful debilitating event in my whole entire life. I have never grieved this hard even when my parents passed. He died of a brain tumor on Jan 11th. He was 13 but I was hoping he would live longer. I never thought he would get a brain tumor. He was diagnosed in November and passed in January. I used to call him my little white shadow because he was always with me. The hole they leave in your heart will never fully close but in time it will start getting smaller. I know, because our lives revolved around each other,t my life will never be the same. I am still trying to build a new normal for myself but it is hard especially during this lockdown. Posting on here has helped me a lot because there are so many empathetic people on this forum that are going through the same situation. Take care if yourself, cry, be angry and do whatever you have to do to get by.
"Grief only exists where love lived first."--Franchesca Cox