Hi. You have come to a good place where we understand what a devastatingly hard decision that is to make. I had to put my baby down on February 8th and it was an excruciating thing. But very necessary. Definitely sending you hugs, definitely sending you support. The anticipatory grief was awful and I also had an enormous amount of anxiety from the date of my dog's diagnosis until her departure. Letting her go did relieve the anxiety about decision making and what was going to happen next because the worst had actually happened. But there's a new realm of pain unfortunately once they're gone. It's all very very difficult and unfortunately the pain lasts a whole lot longer than we want. I'm so sorry that you're in this position and my heart goes out to you very much. I hope that being here and talking will be helpful to you. Take care of yourself also as well as you can while your emotions are so terribly raw.
-Missing Marissa deeply