10 weeks, I can’t believe it has been that long since I’ve held you, walked you, fed you, petted you, snuggled with you and watched you sleep. This life without you in it is boring, meaningless and so very sad. As the weeks have gone by I try to think about what it felt like to have you here but the time away from you is making it difficult to imagine your presence. I miss you Little Man, I miss every single part of you and every second of joy, laughter and fulfillment your brought to our lives. Your daddy and I talk about you all of the time, we share stories , tears and laughers. We have not been able to put your bed away, your sweaters are where they were, your leash on your bed, your food bowl with your favorite treat inside. To put these things away is to put you away and I can’t seem to do that, it will just finalize everything and make it some much harder. You were such an amazing dog, I will never forget how quiet you were, I would literally turn the corner and you would be sitting there just watching me, I would always call you my stalker and laugh. How I wish I can turn corners now and see your fluffy face and soulful dark eyes staring at me. You are my life LM, I don’t even know how I’m making it and thank god for your daddy and grandparents with helping me get through these dark times. I also have had a lot of help from your new friends’ moms and dads, they are all grieving but have found the time to comfort me as well. Enjoy your life LM, you deserve the very best and due to your many illnesses you never acted like a dog should. I want you to run, bark, jump, claw, mouth do whatever you find exciting in your little heart. I know you are in good paws with your many friends and find comfort that you are not alone or scared.
Love you, my first fur love, no one will take the spot in my heart away from you.