We just got home from having to put the last of our four dogs, Al, to sleep. He lived a long life but I am devastated. Coming home was not easy to say the least.

Being the last one is hitting me especially hard. We have been married for 17 years and had our four boys for the majority of that time starting 15 years ago. We got Al when he was 8 weeks old.

We did the right thing by him, we wouldnt have delayed what needed to happen after they ran tests. But I still have those thoughts. Did he truly know he was loved so much my heart would explode? Was I on my phone too much? Was our house too messy? I know these are "silly" things to obsess over but I can't help it.

Heartbroken but also somewhat at peace that he feels better. He was such a good boy and I hope he's reunited with his brothers. I miss them all every day.
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My condolences for your loss. I'm sure he knew he was loved.
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I am very sorry. Hugs to you during this difficult time.
Linda *Mom to two boxer angels* Lily {White Girl} 6/22/09 - 10/14/19  ** Ginger {Flashy Fawn Girl} 6/4/97 - 5/28/09
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