ladybugsmom
Today has been 100 days and thoughts of you have run through my mind all day. with this day returns the doubts of whether we did the right thing with you, should we have fought a little longer and a little harder?  Where we wrong in our decision?  Did we let the vet influence us in letting you go this way and not letting you go naturally as we always said we would?

Why has this pain that I felt that day returned with a vengeance? I have cried so hard today my head is aching as much as my heart is.
Dear Lord please watch over my Baby Girl.  I am not perfect but she is, she is one your angels you had here on earth and she has taught me so much. She has taught me to be patient, how to love, how be happy and enjoy being with someone, and how to forgive others.

I just don't know how to forgive myself.

I want to thank you Lord for the  precious time you allowed me to spend with her.

I Love you Lady Bug
Your Mop's

Lady Bug

Monday October 24th 1994 - Sunday May 23rd 2010

I light this candle for Lady Bug, Cassy and and ALL the babies that have crossed over the Rainbow Bridge.



Visit Lady Bug at http://www.immortalpets.com/Lady_Bug_Stalter/About.aspx

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

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jo

I'm sorry for your loss.  I know how it feels, I lost my Bruno 18 days ago now.
 
I wish I could say something wise to help make you feel better.  I myself had a lot of questions and feelings of guilt after Bruno, even though he was in a lot of pain at the end and it wasn't my decision to let him go.
 
Please try to forgive yourself, Lady Bug will know how much you love her. 
 
All I know so far, ( and I'm no expert) is with me the grief comes in waves, and the smallest thing sets me off. 

Also I forgot to tell you how beautiful she is x

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tikibarb
What a beautiful girl.  What kind of dog is Ladybug?  She looks like a real love bug.
Barbara Lyngarkos
My Beloved Ted 8/7/2005 - 7/7/10
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Susie_Squillions
Awwww, Lady Bug's Mom ~

God would not have let you come to the wrong decision. He guided you to prevent her from suffering.  I know how your heart is breaking.  I've had an especially difficult time lately too, and I wouldn't wish this sorrow on anyone.  We will get through these down days together.  That's what this beautiful site is all about.

I'm sending you virtual hugs of comfort and healing tonight.


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judylinn
Im so sorry that it is so hard for you right now. I guess thats the nature of deep love and loss. it's soooo hard. You absolutely did the right thing!. you wouldnt want your little ladybug to keep on suffering. that was my dilemma with Maddie. she was still wagging her tail, and playing at times, but the cancer was causing her such deep pain. You loved ladybug so much, you would not have made that descion, unless it was the right time. please don't be so hard on yourself.
If I had let maddie go naturally, she would have deeply deeply suffered. you had the courage to give her the deepest gift of love you could...to release her from her pain. that is deep love. I will keep you in my prayers and god bless you.  Judy
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ladybugsmom
Thank you all for your kind remarks. I am so sorry about the losses you all have gone through also.

tikibarb she is mix.  her father was a Silky terrier and her mom was poodle dachshund mixed.

here is photo of her mom believe it or not.
Lady Bug

Monday October 24th 1994 - Sunday May 23rd 2010

I light this candle for Lady Bug, Cassy and and ALL the babies that have crossed over the Rainbow Bridge.



Visit Lady Bug at http://www.immortalpets.com/Lady_Bug_Stalter/About.aspx

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

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tikibarb
I just adopted a toy poodle.  What happy faces they have!
Barbara Lyngarkos
My Beloved Ted 8/7/2005 - 7/7/10
http://rainbowsbridge.com/residents/TED001/Resident.htm
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ladybugsmom

104 days sweetie and we are missing you so much. You where such a big part of our lives that at times this pain is unbearable. I just wanted to say I love you and miss you so much. I always knew someday you would have to leave me and in a way my heart classified you as invincible, but the truth is you where no more invincible than i am and I to will someday leave here. But the good thing about that will be I will get to hold and kiss you again.

I love you tweeters
your mopsXOXOX

Lady Bug

Monday October 24th 1994 - Sunday May 23rd 2010

I light this candle for Lady Bug, Cassy and and ALL the babies that have crossed over the Rainbow Bridge.



Visit Lady Bug at http://www.immortalpets.com/Lady_Bug_Stalter/About.aspx

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

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tikibarb
Thank you for remembering all of our babies when you dedicate your candles.  On behalf of my beloved Ted, I appreciate it.
Barbara Lyngarkos
My Beloved Ted 8/7/2005 - 7/7/10
http://rainbowsbridge.com/residents/TED001/Resident.htm
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ladybugsmom
Hi Sweetie today is another Sunday and you are on my mind so much today. I have so many thoughts of wondering if you would of still been here today if we would of taken a different route that listening to Dr Windsor. then I remember how frail you had become and so sick with the vomiting.

Boo is so lonely without you she doesn't eat well because you would always growl and bark at her at the food bowl. and of course there is papa he doesn't say to much but he talks to you often. I miss you so much Baby haven't had but maybe a couple good nights sleep in all this time. I keep waiting for you to come to me in my dreams and i pray and ask the Lord to let you come to me every night  but so far nothing. I still cry allot because my heart is so sad. I miss you so baby girl. Please come see me.
XOXOX
Mop's
Lady Bug

Monday October 24th 1994 - Sunday May 23rd 2010

I light this candle for Lady Bug, Cassy and and ALL the babies that have crossed over the Rainbow Bridge.



Visit Lady Bug at http://www.immortalpets.com/Lady_Bug_Stalter/About.aspx

"Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God."

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