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My baby was put to sleep 21/12/09, My heart has been ripped out and I don't know what to do. She was with us for 15 years and was one of my girls a beautiful sister for Joanne and Aimee. I know she is now in a better place but it doesn't make my life any easier to bear. I love her so much I cannot see how my life can ever be the same. Dearest Judith (((((( Judith ))))) My heart is with you in this pain that you are going through. It is the worst of pains. No our life will never be the same with out them, the touch they gave us is for a life time, The dance we had with them was the best of a life time. ohhh the most wonderful beautiful dance. You were chosen to be your babies mommy no other would do, because you are special and a good mommy. You gave your baby 15 years of love, a loving home and to think of what her life would have been like without you , the outcome may not have been good for your baby, so this is why YOU were chosen. Judith your baby lives and as you said you know she is in a better place, Ohhh what other better place could there ever be other then the home you gave her. Yes she lives....in a new home where she is healthy forever more and has a new family, our precious babies whom have made her welcome and is being loved , and your baby is in the arms of an Angel. You will be with her again one day and until then she will wait. She will play and eat and do all that she did when she was here with you. There is another thing she will do, and that is listen for your loving words to her, so talk to her. I am a good example of knowing that life will never be the same with our my precious Mesha Gail , They change our life forever. One thing is for sure, you know in your heart you gave her all the love she needed, you are her mommy now and forever, that will never change. You have her in your heart and mind, you have the memories and I know they hurt too. You have her spirit around you, she will watch over you. You will see things and hear things, these are signs and visits from her. They come down through the Golden Cord. With out this we would be lost, it is what we have, it is what keeps us going. With out this and the ones here that know what it is like and the Angels here have a great understanding of it all and thus we would be lost with out them. I hope you find a bit of comfort here, I know you have heard time heals, Yes it does to an extent, in time you will pick up your every day activities and go on, but inside, awwwww you carry your darling baby with you. You will see your baby again one day, you will be together again. Remember , you will be with her again. In the mean time, talk to her, go out and listen to the birds as they sing a song to you from your baby. Go out at night and look up. Ohhhhh what a beautiful sight to behold up in the sky as the moon beams glow on your babies star, be still, and listen, wait and feel the soft kiss that comes to your face as the soft breeze touches you. They are forever and always. God Bless and you remain in my thoughts and prayers ((((((( your baby girl ))))) we love her , yes we do xoxoxoxoxooxo __________________ Tonya Mesha Gails mommy Babies and Maggie Mae's too at the bridge
Mommy to living baby Kit Kat AND as of 7/14/2010 Cotton (puppy)
For the love of our babies
They are the reason
Forever and Always Forever and a Day
Oh what a love is the love of our babies
A love like no other. Love drops fall
MY PRECIOUS SWEET GIRL Mesha Gail My Very Heart and your Shane's too
REMEMBERING MERCY xoxoxox oh what a love.
REMBERING MAX passed 12/1/2009 xoxoxox We love you MAX xoxoxo
Shane and I love you.
My true register date is Jan. 2006 ****** it took me that long before I cold talk about my loss.