I feel like a 2 year old, but that's all I can feel still. It's just not fair. This site has brought me so much comfort, but I read of the people that had their babies 12, 13, 14, 15 years...I'm jealous. It's horrible of me, but I am. My baby died suddenly at 6 years old. I know it would have hurt whenever I lost her, and the pain that everyone experiences with their losses is just as valid and heart wrenching. I'm just angry that my baby was taken so young. Why did her heart fail her? If there is anyone else who lost their babies young, unexpectedly please help me. I still feel like it's my fault, my family never had an animal die that young. My dog was my everything, I am single and alone with no kids or anyone near me. Why would the one who loved me most be taken from me? So many NYE I spent with her, when everyone else was too busy with families or boyfriends. I didn't mind, I had my girl. I have my kitties, but they have each other. Me and my Chloe, we were soul mates. I'm so sad still.