It has been two months since my sweet beautiful Shebba passed away. I have been riding the emotional rollercoaster of grieving. One minute fine, next minute crying. Wishing I could turn back time,all those what if's, and the second guessing my decision to euthanized her. I know I'm still early in my grieving process, in time I will heal. I thank this forum and all the people on it. Without this place, I would had been totally lost and completely depressed. i coping the best I can. One day at a time.