I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my sweet boy Brutus yesterday. I did not know he was dying it was very sudden. I knew the day was coming as he had high kidney failure, but didn't know it was coming yesterday. Then today I had to take him to the vets office to be cremated, which was awful, but I know he is at peace and not suffering anymore. You have my deepest sympathy for you.
My baby died Jan 3rd of acute renal failure. It’s so very hard on them, the wt loss wrecks havoc on their bodies. Her death was also surreal and completely unexpected at the time. Even as her lifeless body laid on my lap I kept checking for a heartbeat. I will feel blessed always that it happened at home, while I was home. Because like you it could have easily not. And I would have been even more devastated and I don’t know how that would even be possible. Little big things among this heartbreak to be grateful for. Take care
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever