Adriane, I remember when you first posted about what happened. I cried so much. It also reminded me of when my 3-year old Chihuahua was mauled by a neighbor's pit bull, on my property. It was around the same time, May 20th. I thought we'd lose him. Instead, a few years later, his healthy 6-year old brother is gone, at the hands of a vet who doesn't know how to perform a routine dental. He robbed my dog's life. I feel your grief. I feel your pain. I'm sorry. It is so unfair. When I think I'm doing okay, I fall backwards and I freeze, like I can't move, and then the tears and the emotional pain starts again.
Your little baby Isabella is adorable. She is watching over you. I wish I could make it right for you. For all of us here. Keep visiting here and express your feelings. You will be heard by understanding people. You are not alone.
~ Parker's Mom