Every once in awhile I'll get the urge to look at Kona's photos off my phone. As soon as I do however, the tears start to pour out. I can't bear to see his pictures without feeling sad.
Is it normal to feel this way? I honestly thought seeing his pictures would bring me some joy. I'm guessing maybe after some time has passed, that I'll be able to view his photos without losing it?
The first week I was an absolute mess when I would look at his picture. I still tear up but the good memories are starting to bloom. I have made it a point to try and give myself something to look forward to so that I don’t lose my mind. Hugs to you. It might take some time but you will make it though.