Funny, driving today, alone my thoughts as usual were of Tankie. How I wish I was driving home to her. And my next thought was of God and that I Knew he was taking care of her. And if he was than I knew he was doing a better job than I could Ever do and she must be Happier than she’s ever been! And how could I ever wish that happiness away from her when what always mattered most to me was her Happiness, not Mine. And was I keeping total happiness from her if she had to look down on me and see my tears so often?
I don’t know, it may me pause, and think outside myself. Are my freakin tears falling right now, yea. Am I going to miss her less, I don’t think so, ever. But maybe I can try and not be so damn sad if I think about how happy she is. That’s all I ever really wanted for her, that’s what brought me joy, and happiness, just seeing my baby’s eyes gleen and her playful ways, that was My bliss I thought this might help us all just a little, because I Do believe they are watching over us💞
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever