This morning I've woken up with such anger..this time last week it started. I took Lola to the vet and it spiralled from there. The regrets hit, regrets I didn't even know I had. They just pile on.
I'm so angry, it was only us two. Everyone is great for the first 24hrs..after that it's like hey you wanna go to IKEA..or you should get back into work.
I'm even thinking my best friend is so up her own backside I wonder how we've ever been friends. She can be so cold and insensitive.. comments such as "too cute" come with the same level of sensitivity as a brick.
I feel robbed...I feel that my dog was robbed and that life is just a series of crap, torturous events...
I can't find joy in anything...I miss my Lola so much and torture myself..ive read loads of articles on people hearing, seeing, smelling and feeling the souls of their beloved chums....I feel nothing but heart ache...
Is anyone else feeling This? I'm normally an overly sensitive person who, quite often, would be accused of being too sensitive. Now I feel numb..