Thank you Kathy and Mac for your kind words and advice. I, too, will keep Dillon and Sassy in my prayers. I'm so thankful that I found this site where I can share my feelings with people who understand. Each day is marginally better than the last, but the evenings are always the worst... I spend my days at work and always looked forward to cuddling Cookie in the evening. =( I've even considered not going home until late at night, just to avoid that crushing sadness.