Tomorrow is my last day at this job, before I start my new one next week.
I started this job in January and by May I'd lost my Dante. I hated this job the second I walked in and knew I could not be here long. When Dante died it was just worse. I found this forum here while distracted and sad at work the week after he died, and you have all been a source of compassion and thoughtfulness while I've been here. I log in here because I can't stand it, the bad memories, I genuinely didn't care if I got in trouble doing it. I just hate it.
At this new job I won't have access, and I so rarely log in and use a computer at home after I've been using it all day at work, and using my mobile phone is kind of difficult for long messages.
Dante was my good omen when I wanted out of here. I saw him in a dream when I was terrified I wouldn't get a call back from my interview, and then I did. I feel like I'll be somewhere better, away from the bad memories. Unfortunately that means away from you all for a little bit.
I will continue to check in and respond and read and support when I can. But I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for these last 3 months.