So sorry for your loss of Baby,, she was beautiful... she and zizi remind me of Byron who was a brown tabby. I know how hard this is but the grief will gradually get better over time. Please let us know how the counseling goes. I was wondering if I should look for group myself. I hope your counselor won't be thinking that, I'm sure she won't. When Byron died I started writing to him in a journal, I can't remember if I had started the journal before that but I put down everything, how I felt about what happened to him and what was going on in my life. I may do that with Wiz too. Right now I'm in too much of a shock and numb so i just keep talking to him like he's still here and I've put his pics up by my bed to see him all the time. I also had some crystal 3d sculptures made at the holidays and I have one of a beautiful photo of him and me cuddling, that one makes me cry for some reason. But lately I'm so numb I'm not crying as much and then I burst into tears sobbing all of a sudden. That happened on the way home when I was food shopping.
My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008 My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012 Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016 My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018