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Been laying on the sofa all day feeling terrible Dali, it makes me wonder how bad you must have felt and couldn't tell me.  I'm sorry.  In a perfect world you would be laying with me like always, right by my side, comforting me.  How I miss you.  Instead today is a dreaded SAturday, a day for tears and a horrible 3 month benchmark since I held you close.  I haven't been anywhere today, no motivation, no energy, and feel so bad.  What I wouldn't give to have you here with me.  It is so very lonely without you. You play at the bridge baby and wait for me, don't forget me please.  Thank you for being my Dali
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Hi Dals ... touching your picture and missing you terribly.  Been home sick for two days,  So with I had you to cuddle with, it is so lonely without you.  Dreary out.  You always stayed right next to me and looked at me as if to say it was okay and then you cuddled and never left my side.  Makes missing you today that much worse.  You play in the sunshine with your friends and know that I will be there one day looking for you.  Love you,
Dalis Mom

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Morning Dali..  still sick.  Third day in bed.  I am getting a bit better, but it sure would have been better if I could hold you.  I know you are here with me, and I thank you for taking care of me.  Thank you for being my Dali
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Dali's Mom............Just wanted to let you know if you don't feel well enough to attend the candle lighting tonight I'll put in the prayers for Dali (I promise).  Feel better soon...........danzey
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Thank you Danzey...

I am going to try and make it, that is the least I can do for my Dali.
I appreciate you!  HUGS

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Good morning my beautiful girl.  I made it to the candlelighting ceremony last night, always for you.  Am feeling a bit better this morning and more upbeat.  I think it is because of last night.  I was kind-of (?) asleep but very aware and you were there next to me.  Beautiful as always, staring at me, I could feel your love.  I never wanted it to end.  I'm not sure if I was dreaming or awake, but you were there.  Thank you Dali....you always make me feel better.  For some reason today I feel much better and feel as if you were with me last night.  THANK YOU..I LOVE YOU.  You are magical and always my favorite, as I always let you know.  I think you knew I needed you last night....but then again, I need you always.  You play today and enjoy the bridge, I am okay.
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Hi,
Sorry to hear you were not feeling well, I've had a bad cold for over a week now.  Like you, I kept telling my husband how I wish my LM was here to cuddle with me while I was in bed.  Hope you are feeling better and I know Dali was with you the whole time. 
Take Care.
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Thanks Little Mans mom.
I am doing a lot better today, but it was so hard to be sick without my Dali to cuddle with.  I know you understand how that feels.  I do think Dali was with me and always is.  Last night I felt like she was just there, right in front of me, staring at me, beautiful as ever.  I don't know if I was dreaming or awake and imagining her there or what, but it seemed so real.  It was really comforting.  I hope you are feeling better.  I think I have just had a really bad cold also.  Tomorrow is new years eve, and I am so ready for this year to be gone.  2014 will always be the worst year of my life since my girl left me then.  I will be praying for you and LM, as I know Wednesdays are hard and then New Years day is another hard one for you.  Take care of yourself and I hope you feel better.  Hugs...  Dali's mom

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Hi baby girl.  

Having an especially hard time without you tonight, my usual panic attack and disbelief that you are not here with me.  I never expected to be so alone.  I will always cherish that you are my baby and there will never be another.  I am here for you always, come to me when you can sweetie.  I shut my eyes and imagine holding you and I can almost feel you.  You are always in my thoughts and my heart, but the last couple of days you have especially been with me all the time.  Thank you Dali...I love you

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I too have a bad cold and it's relentless.  I'm sure your Dali was there with you, she seems to come to you a lot and knows when you need her the most.  I too am ready for 2014 to be over with, although I will never forget the great loss the year brought to my life.  Today is hard for me, we never left LM for NYE but last year we stopped by our friends home and I feel so guilty for leaving him, I did not know it would be his last NYE.  I am struggling, and time does not do much.  The vision of his lifeless body and him taking his last breath is traumatizing to think about, it has literally scared me emotionally. 
Hope you start to feel better, I hope our babies and all of their new friends have a fun tonight and I know the will be watching over us. 
Take care and hugs to you and Dali.
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I hope you are feeling better.  I am starting feel a lot stronger (physically).  2014 certainly changed my life forever.  I never left Dali on NYE or the 4th of July or any holiday where I knew fireworks would be involved.  She was so afraid of the loud noise and would hide behind the toilet and tremble.  I couldn't stand that thought and always stayed with her.  I am sure tears will be streaming down my face tonight when the fireworks start (we can hear them from our house) hoping she isn't afraid of them anymore.  I used to take her walking and people would sometimes shoot firecrackers on a day like today.  She would look up at me, IMMEDIATELY turn a 180, tuck that long plume tail behind her, get low and head home.  She would drag me back because she hated the noise.  I never knew why, as she was so young when I got her and no one I know of ever scared her with a noise, but that was Dali.  There are many times when I KNOW Dali has been with me, and a few when I'm not sure if it was her or just my dreams and imagination.  I am closer to Dali than any one of my kids or family members, and I can't imagine how to get through 2015.  I will do my best, but I am getting tired of people telling me to "smile" or cheer up.  I lost that joy when Dali left me and it is still unreal to me.  My thoughts and prayers are with you today and every day (especially Wednesdays).  I know Dali and LM will be running and playing and happy and probably not understanding why we are so sad.  They, after all, ARE with us.  Take care...  HUGS to you and LM
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Hi Dali.
I pray the fireworks don't scare you tonight.  I spoke of you a lot today, you are my sunshine.  Take care and play with your friends.  Momma will be there when the time is right, so wait for me please.  I long for the day we are together.  Some say 2015 is a new beginning, for me it is just the first year to begin without you physically here, and one I am not looking forward to.  Day by day, minute by minute...  I blew up at a friend today because she kept telling me God wants this, and he looks after us, and blah blah blah...  I couldn't take it anymore.  I don't know why he took you, but I am still angry at God for it.  You did nothing...and you are my life.  I pray God watches over you and keeps you happy and safe with all your friends at the bridge.  Love you girl.  MOM

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Tomorrow will be 2015 Dali...  The start of another year.  I can't celebrate or be happy.  Missing you with all my heart.  Cover your ears with your paws so you don't hear the fireworks!!!  I know they scare you.  I will hold you in what's left of my heart forever.  Love you Dali....always and forever.  Thank you for being my Dali. [image]

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