AnnieBirdseed
I am never going to get over this.  I don't think it is possible.  I can't
believe June is here already and my boy has been gone since the end
of March.  i still feel like he was just here when I wake up.  I believe he
comes to sleep with me.  I've never had this experience before when I've
lost a pet and I have lost quite a few and I have loved each and every one
of them with all my heart and they loved me too.   But this time there is
something different.  I don't know what it's about for sure.  It just aches
so terribly and I miss him so badly.  I have a little bottle with a tuft of his
fur in it.  I opened it yesterday and touched it with my finger and it was
like a bolt of electricity went through me.   I am exhausted from grieving.
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Dixieinmyheart
I am sorry for your loss. I know your pain all too well. It's been one year ago today I lost my baby, Dixie-Kitty...Today has been a very emotional day...I know it was a few months before I didn't cry every single day. We all heal differently, and in different time frames. I hope one day those tears are replaced with smiles because you are remembering fond memories...Until then, Blessed Be!
Julia
"Dixie-Kitty's Mommy"
please visit Dixie at http://www.rainbowsbridge.com/residents/DIXIE073/Resident.htm
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AnnieBirdseed
I just visited Dixie's page.   What a beautiful kitty.  You loved her dearly and I'm sorry you miss her so badly.
Grieving is hard.  No way to deny it.  I'm a big baby when it comes to this stuff.  I just don't seem to handle it
like other people do.  It's nearly crippling when the grief comes calling. I will pray for us, that God will comfort
us.  And thank you for writing to me.  I appreciate it.  God bless you and your dear Dixie.
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Mistysmama
Annie, I know. It's a year since my girl passed, and I know I will never EVER just 'get over' her not being here living with me. OK I get beautiful little "visits" from her loving spirit, but oh boy! we had a nice life together and I loved every second, and she did too. She never wanted to be anywhere else...and now she lives in another place! I will be with her, and hope she will continue to be with me, in heart and Spirit until the day I pass away and go to her! BOTH of us together in the same place!

Julia....I read Dixie-Kitty's resident page. It is a beautiful tribute to her, and such a great story of how she came to live with you.
Hold the love like a little light. It is all you have, or will ever have, to find your way home.

Misty's Blog..a Dogfight with Cancer http://www.mistysblog69.blogspot.co.uk

Misty's life after death: http://www.dog2spirit.com
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AnnieBirdseed
Hi Misty's Mama.   What a nice looking dog.  I love the expression on her face.  She beams with intelligence
and lots of personality.   I am so sorry you have to be separated from her right now.  I hope someday we will
all be together again in another place with a garden where it's always spring.
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