Thank you for your kind, thoughtful message, Cam and you have gone through this 3 times in 22 months?? I can't even fathom. They are such special, unconditional loving creatures and it's horrible how they don't live as long as we do. You are a strong person and I hope I can someday get there.
I am beyond heartbroken and don't know what to do. When we lost our last girl (that time I waited too long and still feel guilty about it), we had Mucca to help us get through the pain, but this time - it's just us and it's unbearable. I'm a total mess and feel so lost and heartbroken.
Yes, she was a pit bull (american staffordshire terrier) and the sweetest, most loving, weird little pup who gave kisses all of the time and had us trained SO well to cater to her every need. I've always joked that pets are the master species - look at all we do for them.
I've been praying for a sign that we did the right thing and praying for a sign that she is ok and that her spirit is still with me.