Sassy's symptoms sound very familiar to Meekey's...Anemia (hers was non-regenerative) and then blood clots in her lungs. I tried everything that was feasible or possible including bone marrow test and experimental medication and the result was the same as for your Sassy. I could not keep her alive with that much suffering...I too still bargain that that the University of Florida's testing was wrong and maybe she could have recovered...somehow...if i had an Oxygen chamber at home...Anyway, doubt, feelings of guilt, bargaining and despair...all normal feelings of grief. I am crushed, completely undone! by her loss. I am can't see, speak or read straight. I, at 47, have never suffered a loss this great. She was only 3 years 10 months old and i feel robbed of so many more years lost. I tell you all you are experiencing for Sassy's loss IS normal. I pray I get another chance to love a dog again. Just give your new dog some time to get into your heart. I do know it is worth it, for sure.
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