Jennifer I’m so sorry! How incredibly sad I know you’re in such awful pain.
I can’t tell you it gets easier anytime soon, it doesn’t. But you’ve made a really good step in coming here, soo many kind understanding people who are going through the same awful pain. You’re not alone, your feelings are normal. They are so very important to us and our lives change without them. You did do the right thing though. He seems to have had a lot of preexisting physical obstacles and the likelihood of him ever being the same with a body temp that high was slim. I know you feel guilty not being there when it started but how do we know these things? We don’t You were with him holding and loving him for his last breath and he knew he was in his Mommy’s arms. You lifted him up, you didn’t have him put down. His body was the vessel that contained his sweet spirit. Like your love for him will never die, neither will his spirit.🐾 Hugs,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever