I’m very sorry you’re going through this! The pain of losing your best friend is intense and the grief is overwhelming. Every person here and every comment you read will validate your pain. I have to stop right here and tell you I am so mad that your feelings are being pushed aside at work! Of all places! And I’m embarrassed and ashamed of the staff at your hospital/clinic. I was a tech and I can’t believe the lack of understanding/sympathy/empathy towards an employee in this field is unbelievable. You have come to the right place, now.
The pain of losing your best friend and soulmate is excruciating. The love, unconditional love they give us everyday of their lives is beyond compare. So is the grief. It’s harsh and ugly and hurts like none other. We understand this completely, all of us are at some juncture of this journey. Everything you’re feeling is normal, theirs nothing wrong with you, you hurt, terribly. It helps a lot just to come here and write, maybe share pictures and tell us more about you and your precious baby. I wish you didn’t have to go through this. With the greatest of love comes the greatest of loss. Take care and be good to you,,,,,
Lynn, Tankie’s mom, forever