On June 12, we lost our beautiful 14 year old Boston Terrier, Jasmine. She’s the only dog we’ve ever had. We’ve had her since she was 6 weeks old. She had always been very healthy until around February. We thought she was just having joint problems and started her on Joint meds. It seemed to help, but I decided to have her checked out at the vet. She had a golf ball size tumor on her hip and an enlarged spleen...3 times it’s right size. She started knuckling her back paw. I tried many things to protect the paw. She was also losing interest in many things. She was throwing up and repeatedly looking for a place to hide. The vet later told me that dogs do that when they know they were dying. After a bad night we took her to the vet and decided it was time to put her to sleep. I’ve been a wreak since then. I feel a tremendous amount of guilt and wish I would’ve done more. At the time, I felt to continue to do more would’ve been selfish on my part, but now I feel I let her down. I feel horrible and I’m crying all the time. I don’t know what to do.