I lost my chiweenie from ketoacidosis and other issues 8 days ago. Yes guilt and regret are huge. Yesterdayi finally accepted that he was reallysick and that i did the right thing but that guilt can eat you alive. You miss that comfort of having your baby there and keeping you happy and relaxed when you came home . I miss mine being so excited to see me and sitting with me and kissing him so much . It will get better just stay strong. Im trying day by day. Its hard to believe how fast time goes and before you know it they are gone.lthink of the good times!! Lots og hugs to you!!
I dont was to go into the details quite yet, but I had to make the hard choice to euthanize my 11 year old Chihuaua. She has CHF PHT and today we learned a tumor. We made the tough call but I have so much guilt and tell myself I killed her.
I try to remember how hard it was for her to breathe, how she was struggling, how the vet themselves said she had a few hours, but there was an option to do surgery, remove the mass and then do chemo. That only increased her life expectancy a few weeks.
I dont know what to feel but I feel like a shell of a person. I truly feel like I will never recover from this.
And I feel like my poor baby is mad at the decision I made.
I know that sounds crazy.
I just am filled with so much guilt and doub .