That’s how I feel. It only happened a few days ago but my cat Sheba was with me for 21 years. I’ve lived more of my life with her than without her. I left her on Friday to visit family and when my mom checked on her she wasn’t doing well so I rushed home to be with her but I didn’t make it in time. I lost her and I wasn’t even there at the end with her. I’m having a hard time adjusting to her loss. Seeing her usual hangout spots without her in them are hard. I miss her and wish I didn’t leave her in the end. I just didn’t know it was going to be her time. When I was driving home to her the whole time I was thinking about just picking her up to kiss her. But when I walked in and saw her I knew I was too late and I’d never get the chance to do that.

I hope this pain gets easier. I will always miss her.
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I'm sorry you lost your kitty Sheba before you got the chance to say good bye. You must feel awful about that but it was out of your control. We are only human and don't have the ability to see the future. The pain does dull a little over time and you will always miss your kitty. She was with you for 21 years and the bond they two of you had is unbreakable. She knows how much you love her and she is now your little kitty angel. Sending you healing hugs.
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Where Sheba is now she knows for sure how much you love her. Those last days don't matter so much. What matters is the love that goes on forever. You will meet again. Blessings.
Hold the love like a little light. It is all you have, or will ever have, to find your way home.

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