I Love You My Sweet Little Parker.
I used to call you "Little Peanut" because you were so small and your feet were a little larger than my thumb. My little baby who I am missing every single day. Even when you were here, when I left the house, I always missed you and your brothers. I never liked leaving you home for too long. I always wanted to come back as soon as possible so I could be showered with kisses, and dog hugs, and funny antics while you all tried showing off your tricks. Then when it was feeding time, the craziness would begin. You would bite your brother's ears, legs, tease him, he'd play back lightly because he knew he could knock you out, but it was all in fun and the name of love. Then your other brother would jump on both of you, all in fun and craziness because it was feeding time at the zoo. Since we lost you, there is no craziness, no funny antics, and feeding time is a lot tamer. You made a big difference, you are dearly missed.
Your adventurous personality was the excitement at home. You kept me and your dad laughing. The laughter stopped the day we lost you.
Your fun-loving personality by pulling the blankets over and over your head while trying to jump out kept me and your dad laughing. The laughter stopped the day we lost you.
When we dressed you in your car racing flag-themed checkered jacket, even as a dog, you knew what it meant. When you had it on, you would do burnouts with your tiny legs and feet and have us laughing. ("Ladies and gentlemen, start your engines.") The laughter stopped the day we lost you.
You would have us laughing when you ran down the stairs with your big crocodile squeaky toy that was as large as you, and you would make it all the way down the stairs without letting go. The laughter stopped the day we lost you.
My little baby, I had you since you were a pup. You were only 6, healthy, never sick, and your life was tragically taken from you. I cannot think of only myself, you deserved to live your life! You were a happy, lovable, healthy little boy. You loved your brothers more than anything and loved me and your dad.
I want you to know I love you always. I will never forget you. You taught me so much. I am a better person because of you, yes, a little dog has made me a better person because you were my little kid.
My grief overwhelms me. I am broken. I miss you every minute and every hour of every day. You are always here in my heart
My Little Peanut Parker, I wish you were here to shower me with your sweet kisses
I LOVE YOU