Many of us here wish our beloved companions could have passed quietly by our sides in a place they were most comfortable. Most of us have to do the unthinkable at a sterile vets office is a room where they were never quite at ease in even in the best of health. That you were able to give Bronxy a peaceful end by your side is a selfless gift you gave to him; but heartbreaking none the less. The first days, weeks and months after such a devastating loss are the hardest. It feels like you are just existing in an unreal fog. We all here have been there and understand the depth of your loss. I am just about 1 1/2 years out from losing my sweet Daisy and now one year since welcoming a new little love, Luna, into my heart. Everyone has there own path through it and at their own time. Just take some comfort in knowing that you did everything you could for your boy. He knew how loved he was and loved you deeply in return.
Wishing you peace
Lori, Daisy's Mom and now Luna's Mom