Stop! This is not about money-you did right by her. She was having seizures. Mine had cancer-was diagnosed a few days before her seizure.
She was a total badass dog. Tough as nails because she had a HUGE mass but didn't give us any indication until I saw her weight dropping and other stuff. When she seized we took her in. The vet said he could get her levels normal BUT that she would seize again. Maybe a day maybe a week. My husband and I said no-we can't have her suffer any longer. She can no longer be in pain and trying to please us. She suffered enough. YOU did the most SELFLESS thing any human can do--you let go. It wasn't about the money-although that's what was presented to you. There are no guarantees had you spent that money. YOU made a decision on love and you did it so there would be no more suffering, no more pain. Don't feel guilty. Please and don't let others make you feel like that. Our pets are worth the world to us but they need OUR voice to speak FOR them. Prolong their pain and suffering for us for a few more days? No--you did what was right. Trust in that. Your baby is running free of pain and free of suffering. Please accept that you gave her the greatest gift by freeing her of that pain.
Aussie 14 1/2 yr old female Smarty pants and ruler of our home