Camilla
I had to help my baby to the RB last Thursday.  He was everything to me.  He has cancer of the pancreas.  How could I not know that?  He was fine up until the Sunday before.  He quit eating and he quit sleeping with me and he quit wagging his tail.  When I took him to the vet the next day he was put on insulin IV because he was so dehydrated.  He never showed any improvement and my vet said there was nothing more she could do.  So I had to make the awful decision to put him down and it just devastated me.  All I do is cry and I still look for him when I wake up.  I don't know what to do.  I have lost other pets before but this one was special.  He was my best friend my comforter and my shadow.
Does anyone else ever fell this way?
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Jenny29
I understand Camilla. I lost my best friend Bear unexpectedly a few days ago and the pain is excruciating. He followed me everywhere and slept in my bed, we did everything together and it hurts to exist without him. Like someone tore a piece of me away. 

Camilla, I think your baby knew you loved him. He was your best friend and it seems like you were his as well. Even though he is beyond your reach he still knows that you love him and he wouldn’t want you feeling so sad.

Take care of yourself, ❤️
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Camilla
I am sorry about your loss. I am glad I am not alone in this. Thank you so much for your kind words. It’s going to take some time for both of us to heal.



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I understand Camilla. I lost my best friend Bear unexpectedly a few days ago and the pain is excruciating. He followed me everywhere and slept in my bed, we did everything together and it hurts to exist without him. Like someone tore a piece of me away.

Camilla, I think your baby knew you loved him. He was your best friend and it seems like you were his as well. Even though he is beyond your reach he still knows that you love him and he wouldn’t want you feeling so sad.

Take care of yourself, ❤️



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@Camilla and @Jenny29
I’m so sorry for both your losses.  I know exactly how you feel.  My beloved Pecan, my beautiful and loyal Cockapoo Pecan passed away unexpectedly just over 14 weeks ago.  She was healthy and happy all her life.  She had sensitive ears (after series of tests and medications they said she had allergies) and used to scoot something specially when she came home from the groomers.  I would keep both areas clean and dry and she seemed comfortable.  She was walking, hiking, eating, drinking, jumping up and down everyday so I thought she’s healthy and I told need to rush her to the vet for every little thing.  But I was planning to take a her for her vaccinations and a full check up after the pandemic.  Now I can’t stop blaming myself and thinking maybe if I took her she would still be here today.  She deserved to be here. She was my soulmate, my best friend, my confidant, my therapy dog, my hiking/walking partner.  We were together 24/7 and it felt like I knew her for ages. She was only 9. On Thursday March19 she was happy and healthy all day.  She wasn’t herself around 6:30pm she was just tired and low energy but she was drinking, ate a little and even jumped on the couch to sit beside me but she kept hiding. I called a few vets and they told me it’s a good idea for her to be seen but just monitor her and if she doesn’t get better take her to the vet.  She was fine and I kept an eye on her and didn’t leave her side.  I was holding on to her.  She fell around 2:30 in the morning when she wanted to
follow me and shortly after her breathing changed so we rushed her to the emergency and she passed away as soon as we got there.  They said either heart attack, aneurysm or stroke possible caused by a hidden cancer.  I could not leave the bed for 3 weeks and I still feel guilty and cry everyday.  She was full of life but left me in matter of hours.  Please know that you are not alone here and I’m here if you need to share your thoughts.
i believe they come to our life’s when we need them the Most and leave with our best interest at heart.  We just can’t see it right now.

im praying for both of you and sending you love.  Please be kind to yourselves and take care.  It takes time.  

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That is how my little Chesepeke was. He was full of life and then a week ago Sunday, he would not eat. He was very Lethargic and all he wanted to do was drink a lot of water and hide under the bed. After 2 days of not eating I did take him to the vet. After running blood work on him, the vet discovered he has a cancerous mass on his pancreas. They gave him fluids in his IV to rehydrate him in order for his sugar to go down. After the fourth day my vet called me and told me he was not improving with the meds but getting worse. I could see it in his eyes he was tired and wanted to give up. So I helped him to the RB and have not stopped crying. If only I knew earlier maybe he would still be here. I am very sorry for your loss of your precious Pecan. Thanks for sharing and caring



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@Camilla and @Jenny29
I’m so sorry for both your losses. I know exactly how you feel. My beloved Pecan, my beautiful and loyal Cockapoo Pecan passed away unexpectedly just over 14 weeks ago. She was healthy and happy all her life. She had sensitive ears (after series of tests and medications they said she had allergies) and used to scoot something specially when she came home from the groomers. I would keep both areas clean and dry and she seemed comfortable. She was walking, hiking, eating, drinking, jumping up and down everyday so I thought she’s healthy and I told need to rush her to the vet for every little thing. But I was planning to take a her for her vaccinations and a full check up after the pandemic. Now I can’t stop blaming myself and thinking maybe if I took her she would still be here today. She deserved to be here. She was my soulmate, my best friend, my confidant, my therapy dog, my hiking/walking partner. We were together 24/7 and it felt like I knew her for ages. She was only 9. On Thursday March19 she was happy and healthy all day. She wasn’t herself around 6:30pm she was just tired and low energy but she was drinking, ate a little and even jumped on the couch to sit beside me but she kept hiding. I called a few vets and they told me it’s a good idea for her to be seen but just monitor her and if she doesn’t get better take her to the vet. She was fine and I kept an eye on her and didn’t leave her side. I was holding on to her. She fell around 2:30 in the morning when she wanted to
follow me and shortly after her breathing changed so we rushed her to the emergency and she passed away as soon as we got there. They said either heart attack, aneurysm or stroke possible caused by a hidden cancer. I could not leave the bed for 3 weeks and I still feel guilty and cry everyday. She was full of life but left me in matter of hours. Please know that you are not alone here and I’m here if you need to share your thoughts.
i believe they come to our life’s when we need them the Most and leave with our best interest at heart. We just can’t see it right now.

im praying for both of you and sending you love. Please be kind to yourselves and take care. It takes time.

Sahar



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