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Bizbol -its been a few weeks since I have visited this forum. I think partly because I just find myself thinking about Hoku all over again and what I could have done differently. But / I want you to know that I appreciate your words of comfort. Most people will consider massive and invasive surgery.. And I get that, I considered it for Hoku. The truth is, how could I have explained it to my Hoku? I can't. We never have their consent. We only act on the love and the hope WE have to extend life. I just couldn't do it. Knowing he would be in pain - he was already on Gabapentin and tramadol around the clock. As time passes I find myself at peace with our decision to let him go.. To have all of us around him loving him as he passed. He will live in our hearts forever and there is peace in that...
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