My Pekingese, Chase, has been gone for 3 weeks and I was beginning to feel a little better although still cry when I think about him esp. in the morning and before I go to bed.
Today I received the pathology report with a diagnosis of hemangiosarcoma of the spleen which usually has a very short lifespan even after treament. And if discovered upon removal of the spleen the prognosis is even shorter as usually It has already metastasized to other organs.
Although I am relieved to know exactly what caused him to become sick so suddenly without an warning, It brought back all the memories and sadness I was trying to cope with.