So sorry for your loss. It has been a year and 2 months since I lost Wiz, 5 since Angie 8 since Byron, 17 years since I lost Tess and Arthur. And many more since I lost my childhood Mitzi and cat Sheba. I think in some ways it does get less heart wrenching but the pain and missing them never completely goes away for me. I have their pics and Wiz in particular his photos are all by my bed with Angie and Quinn and Tess. I talk to him and all of them all the time. I have a necklace now with Wiz and Angie and I'm getting them all in jewelry at some point so they're always with me. It makes me feel better. Let yourself grief fully it's good to let it out. I don't think I did that with Wiz and Angie because it was so painful. With Angie I carry a lot of guilt. I keep asking her to forgive me somehow I can't forgive myself yet or others.
My beloved sweet Tess August 1999 - February 21 2001
My beloved loyal Byron March 1998 - April 28 2008 My sweet beloved girlie Angelina April 2001- September 2012 Me & my sweet beloved Wizberry forever 1998- April 21, 2016 My sweet beloved Snow Goddess Sybil girlie April 2001- May 11,2018