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05-02 10:20
irinalilyj:
 
my beloved miniature yorkie died this Tuesday aged 19.. I'm in distress.. she died from a stroke.. I took her home from the vets as I wanted her to die at home.. she died in my arms in her own house.. the last few hours of her life were traumatic she was crying like a baby and I feel like she was terrified and didn't know I was there 😭😭 was she in pain did she know I was with her even though she was confused 😭😭😭 the vet said she may have pulled through but I didn't have the money to do it and he said she would probably die.. I read on the internet they can survive.. and it's caused by a blood clot or parasites in their blood.. she had a funny turn a few months and couldn't drink properly..  her eye was red but it went away.. now I think back she was itching her eye what if she had parasites and that caused her stroke and I didn't prevent it!!! what if I had the money would she have survived??? she was my Baby and my world and I am in pain beyond belief.. I just want someone to tell me it wasn't my fault 😢😭
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kikis_mom_1118
You did the best you could. Truthfully unless you are rich nobody can really afford those expensive treatments for our fur baby. I was referred to a cancer doctor for kiki but I did not take her because I couldn't afford it. I didn't even have health insurance for my self because I had lost my job. So no you are not to blame. 
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irina
Thank you for your kind words.. stupid bloody money or lack of it, I would have given my house to have her around still 
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mybaby1robert
Your Baby had a long life.  It sounds like you were a very caring mom.  I think there are those of us who will always think we could have done more for the living and for those who have gone on.  You went through a nightmare and I understand it.  I did the same and always wondered about it and worried about my inability to fix it.  It is just a painful experience and time will help but I will never forget the pain of my little ones and the unbearable thought that I could have done more.  Bless you for caring so much.
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irina
Thank you, I will always feel guilty thinking if only and woulda shoulda coulda.. I know it won't help though 
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