I don't know what to say, except thank you...Your so kind and gentle words, thoughts you left on Maggee & Kassee's thread have touched my heart so deeply. There are often now words to express the pain, the emptiness, the loss we feel as we travel this road but one thing is certain it is 'better' when it is travelled with and one is touched by others who understand and just know in an instant what words often cannot convey.
Amongst grief, sorrow, guilt and pain there is the hope, the wishes and the wanting...We look for reasons why and for meaning in the smallest occurrences past and present...we drift through life it seems at times...and search...for solace, for peace, for understanding - and often it is others around us who can see more clearly even through their own grief the pain of others.
It is often our fur ones that imbued us with strength, determination and purpose...They are a fur combination of innocence, of 'wisdom' that comes with that all understanding 'silence' that was the essence of the communications between us and them...We so struggle to determine who we are without them and why we have lost them all too soon...Most of what we did, we did with them in mind - and now much of what we do can seem purposeless. The motions of living...
Jasper's Mom, you have been through a lot - many changes and far too many losses close to one another...And I am so so sorry for this...Jasper, Pootie Tang and Jingles live within the hearts of many and have touched the lives of many as you have shared them so graciously with everyone on this forum...I always believe you have a 'fighter' in your corner within your Jasper - he seems to be the 'wise' one sheltering Pootie Tang and Jingles and keeping a constant and determined eye on his Mom...Perhaps Jingles was meant to bring you to your new home, your new beginnings...Perhaps it is a plan made by feline fur angels...A plan whose meaning and purpose is yet unclear.
Your trio of angels are always near - and never doubt your Jasper has his wings firmly and softly wrapped about Pootie Tang, Jingles and his Mom...Their love is forever.
Take care - and thank you. Sending you a hug or two - and wishes for those touches of soft paws upon your heart.